Dear Now You,
You’re gonna get it hella wrong in the beginning. Be okay with this.
It’s gonna be hella rough at the start. Be okay with this.
You’re gonna feel like you don’t know what the hell you’re doing – because you won’t. Be okay with this.
You’re here to learn.
After your whole life ‘knowing’ most of all the things, you’re not gonna know this. That’s ok.
Remember, these years are gonna be for learning this new life/career/way.
You know how to learn. You know how to synthesize info. You know how to look at things and make a decision. Get it all wrong in these three years so you will know how to do it ‘right’ when you pass that bar and have your first client.
This is your sandbox, not the whole sum of who you’ve come to be.
No, you are more and bigger than this and now.
Learn while you’re here – fuck how it looks. Learn.
You’re gonna get more ‘right’ as time goes along, the words will stop feeling like gritty sand against your tongue, less like chards of glass against your brain.
Your understanding will smooth out. Give it time. One assignment at a time. One test at a time. You are amazing like that. Remember that.
You got this Baby Girl. 💜
– Future You