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My insomnia is pretty out of hand lately. I found myself awake at three o’clock the other morning wondering about life. This was after me being awake from 5 or 6am the previous day. These sleepless jags never leave me in anything of a good mood after.
Mainly when I go through these long sleepless spells, it’s because I am unhappy about something or other. My slow to-grow hair on my head or that crate vegetable garden I’ve been wanting to attempt or why my bed seems to remain so empty. These thoughts give me anxiety, which keeps me awake – you see the cycle don’t you?
They say that the reason things are so hard to get over is because you can’t get the image of how it was supposed to be out of your head. Or something like that. I didn’t really think much would happen in my life but I never thought it would be this… Whatever it is either.
And this lack of forethought for myself, has been keeping me up. I plan most things and I do pretty well when things don’t go as planned. But how do you rebound when an entire life doesn’t go the way they tell you it should?
Does anyone out there know what I’m talking about?
-S
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